A New Light

Sorry I have been away for a long time. Felt like writing again. My youngest child is also preparing to leave home so I am kind of feeling empty. The million dollar question that tugs my heart is what do I now? Letting go is a much used phrase but so difficult to do! Our lives revolve around our families and that’s what has kept us so busy for more than three decades. To start a new way of life, to nurture new hobbies which have been long forgotten is not as easy as it seems. In a way we depend on other people for our identity. It’s hard to believe that there is a role besides being a responsible mother and a caring wife .As our children leave for their new worlds, the shadows seem to lengthen, but reflecting on the good side remembers you offered your 100% support unconditionally. There is that empty gnawing ache that tells you, you are not needed any more. No one comes looking for you all the time. It is time again to reflect deeply and realize that we have an innate capacity and potential that lies hidden inside us. Time to give it wings and see ourselves in a new light. It’s time to feel honored and appreciated. It’s time to tell yourself that “You’ve done it all. Now is your time to rest, live and be loved.” I will be responsible for myself from now and look into my well being. A new beginning, a new light awaits me.